In this clip from Sunday"s Keeping Up with the Kardashians Season 12 Episode 15, Kourtney Kardashian has a major decision to make.
What will she do about Scott"s birthday?!?!?
In the teaser, the mother of three talks with Kris Jenner and sister Khloe Kardashian about attending Scott Disick"s 33rd birthday party.
For obvious reasons, she"s conflicted about it.
"Scott invited me to his birthday party in Las Vegas and I"m just not sure if I want to go," Kourtney says in a confessional to the E! cameras.
The Lord, she feels, might get the wrong idea.
"I"m so happy that Scott and I are getting along so well and that we"re co-parenting, but I think hanging out with Scott without the kids …"
Things are good right now as Kourt sees it, but everything is tenuous when it comes to Scott, so she"s reluctant to rock the boat.
Hanging out without the kids, she fears "Scott can just take any little thing and run with it and think that we are getting back together."
"Right now, I can"t even wrap my head around that."
After all they"ve been through, who can blame her?
The guy clearly hasn"t established a track record of being stable when he"s in a relationship, or making good on promises to get clean.
Even though the kids would love it, and plenty of fans who loved them together might wonder why she doesn"t just go for it, Kourt is realistic.
"There"s so much work that would be involved," she says, after their breakup and the many low points that came before that.
"I"m so not even there yet."
The pair officially ended their nine-year relationship in July 2015 after photos surfaced of Disick hanging out with Chloe Bartoli in France.
Despite the heartbreak, Kardashian and Disick have admirably taken the high road, remained amicable and continue to be good friends.
Or as close as you can be, in their situation.
Relatively speaking, he"s been on good, sober behavior – plenty of rumors will always follow Scott, but he"s done nothing shady we know of.
His struggles with sobriety and their impact on his life are well documented, but in fairness, he"s been pretty much a model citizen lately.
It shows, too, in the only way that really counts.
Their three children Mason, 6, Penelope, 4, and Reign, 20 months, are all thriving, and both parents deserve credit for their role in that.
Recently, all five went on vacation together.
“[We ate], slept, relaxed, swam, drove around, saw the sights," Disick said of the Nantucket trip he took with Kourt and the kids.
"[We] checked out different restaurants," he added. "Went to some candy stores for the kids. Overall, it was very, very relaxing."
And he got Kourtney Kardashian pregnant again.
Just kidding! Maybe. That rumor never gets old. No, for real, it will probably surface every few months for the rest of her natural life.
Anyway, here"s the KUWTK sneak peek!
