Kailyn Lowry has always been open about her feelings … super, super open.
And now, in her upcoming book, she"s being more open than ever.
In some new excerpts from the book, titled A Letter of Love, she writes about her relationship with Javi Marroquin, and how it"s evolved over the years.
Let"s just say that this girl is holding nothing back …
1. These Crazy Kids

Have Kailyn and Javi ever just had a calm, non-dramatic relationship? No, right?
2. A Romance for the Ages

They met in 2011, when Javi kept creeping on her while she worked in the mall, and things just gotten crazier and crazier since then.
3. Moving Fast

They got married in September of 2012, and just over a year later, their son, Lincoln, was born.
4. Not So Great

Things were never really good between them, or at least they weren’t on Teen Mom 2. He seemed a little too controlling, and they just never really seemed to have fun together much at all.
5. So Sad

In 2015, she got pregnant again, but she ended up having a miscarriage, and in his grief, he blamed her for it.
6. The End

That was the final nail in the coffin — or one of them, at least — and they filed for divorce that December.