Ronda Rousey: I Nearly Killed Myself Last Year

Back in December, Ronda Rousey opened up about losing to Holly Holm for her first-ever defeat in the UFC.

But now Rousey has opened WAY up to Ellen DeGeneres.

The fighter, who covers this month"s Sports Illustrated Swimsuit edition, tells the talk show host below that she reached the lowest point one can reach in the moments after her November loss.

Rousey says she thought about killing herself.

"Honestly… I was in the medical room and I was down in the corner," Rousey tells Ellen in the following clip.

"I was sitting in the corner like, What am I anymore if I’m not this? And I was literally sitting there and thinking about killing myself and that exact second."

Rousey had made her reputation as the most unstoppable force in the entire UFC… and she had just been stopped a few minutes earlier.

"I’m like "I’m nothing … what do I do anymore and no one gives a sh*t about me anymore without this," Rousey added to explain how she felt at that moment.

So, what pulled Rousey out of this very dark place?

"To be honest I looked up and I saw my man [UFC fighter Travis Browne] was standing up there and I looked up at him and I was like, "I need to have his babies I need to stay alive." Really that was it."

Hey, whatever it takes.

We"re glad Rousey put this terrible thought way out of her head… and we can"t wait to meet her children!

Kanye West Broke Down Backstage at SNL, Threatened to Storm Out: Report

Kanye West is walking mass of ego mixed with crazy at all times, but lately, he’s been even more Kanye than usual.

It seems the release of his long-awaited studio album, The Life of Pablo, has been putting the rapper/fashion designer/professional D-bag under an unusual amount of stress, and now we’re bearing witness to what happens when Kanye cracks.

The man claims to be $ 53 million in debt.

He’s resorted to asking famous billionaires like Mark Zuckerberg to stop building schools in Africa so that they can lend him money.

Even Kanye’s best friends and collaborators have stated that they believe he “needs spiritual and mental counseling.”

Now, The New York Post is reporting that the many burdens of Yeezus came to a head backstage at Saturday Night Live last week.

Kanye gave two performances as the show’s musical guest, but it seems he very nearly bolted out of the studio and had to be talked into go on stage.

“Just moments leading into the live show, and during the live show, Kanye had a meltdown and threatened to walk off,” says one production insider.

The source claims Kanye freaked out for unknown reasons just as the show was about to begin, then again after his first song, which he apparently wasn’t happy with.

“It had something to do with the set,” says the insider. “Kim, who was in the audience with Kylie Jenner, had to come down. [SNL producer] Lorne [Michaels] had to personally talk to Kanye. There were a few really tense minutes.”

In the end, the show went on (to mixed reviews), but it’s a safe bet that you being seeing Yeezy on stage at SNL again in the near future.

“He freaked out about how the set was arranged,” says the source.

“He was saying he’s ‘the greatest artist.’ He’s having regular meltdowns. Everyone’s walking on eggshells around him. He’s under a lot of stress between the new album and the fashion line.”

We imagine Lorne and company prefer that the laughable shenanigans take place on camera.

Paul McCartney Denied Entry to Tyga"s Grammy Party, Hell Freezes Over

I will not live in a world where Paul McCartney is not allowed into a party hosted by Tyga.

The Beatles legend (L-E-G-E-N-D) was filmed by TMZ trying to get into at Grammy Awards afterparty at the Argyle in Hollywood with Beck and Foo Fighters drummer Taylor Hawkins.

Thinking it would be a piece of cake to show his face (see: L-E-G-E-N-D), Sir Paul and his friends arrived at the back entrance to the club.  The videographer was asking McCartney to name his his favorite Rolling Stones song, and caught the whole thing on camera.

Beck hung in the background, wide-eyed with disbelief, as McCartney tried to wrap his head around the fact that he wasn"t allowed into the party.

Because he"s a class act, McCartney didn"t throw a fit or take to Twitter to complain about today"s youth.

Instead, he had a laugh.

"How VIP do we gotta get?" McCartney joked to his friends.  "We need another hit." 

So, off McCartney and his friends went to Hyde, where they toasted their age and cool factor at the Republic Records Grammy party.

The videographer tried to get a quote from Tyga as he left the party, but it was all a bunch of mumbles.

Bow Wow, on the other hand, couldn"t believe that McCartney couldn"t get into the party.

"Wait, wait.  Time out.  THE Paul McCartney came to Argyle?  And they would not let Paul McCartney in? There"s not way that you"re telling me that."

Then some other kid came up to the camera to talk about how much cooler than are than McCartney because they"re young, and I wept into my discman.  

Kim Kardashian Shares Precious Video of North West

Kim Kardashian has made it impossible for us to make fun of her.

At least for the next couple minutes.

That"s because the reality star has shared her most revealing video to date of daughter North West, posting the following footage on Facebook for her millions (and millions!) of followers to enjoy.

It features North – who VERY cute, even the harshest Kardashian critic must admit – relaxing on a sofa and telling her mom not to snap a photo.

"No pictures," she hilarious yells at Kim.

This is not the first time North has gone viral for telling someone not to take her photo.

West is totally in charge in this video… until she starts sliding off her "bed" and gently tumbles to the ground, much to the delight of aunt Kendall Jenner, who is standing nearby.

This is actually the most real few moments we"ve seen from the Kardashian family in a very long time.

It"s almost makes them look human. Crazy, right?

Check out the precious footage now and give Kim and Kanye West props for having made a very cute child.

Don"t worry. They"ll give us plenty of opportunities to make fun of them in the near future.