Showing posts with label MYSELF. Show all posts
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Saturday, July 28, 2018

Kanye West: I Want to Kill Myself Sometimes!

Kanye West has never been one to hold back.


Holding back actually goes against everything he stands for.



He’s always been ready and willing to discuss so many of his thoughts and feelings, even if those thoughts and feelings are controversial, upsetting, or just plain wrong.


Remember when he said that slavery was “a choice”?


Those aren’t the words of a man who watches what he says.


But in a series of tweets he made yesterday, he’s opening up a lot, even for him.


Just be warned, the subject matter is actually pretty dark.


He kicked things off by giving some general tips — he told his followers to “love everyone,” “stop trying start doing,” and to “break the status quo.”


He also advised to “Trust your feelings don’t calculate your perception.”



Then, a couple of hours after that, he started to tell a story.


“I saw the Alexander McQueen documentary and I connected with his journey,” he wrote.


“I know how it feels to want to take your life back into your own hands even if it means taking your own life.”


So sad, right?


But if you’re familiar with Alexander McQueen, it shouldn’t come as too much of a surprise that Kanye identifies with him.


McQueen, of course, was a fashion designer. He had his own label, but also worked as the chief designer for Givenchy for several years.


His designs were unique, as were his shows, so much that eccentric celebrities like David Bowie and Lady Gaga used his work in their music videos and tours.



But, as Kanye mentioned in his tweet, he ended up committing suicide in 2010.


Friends claimed that he’d been deeply unhappy leading up to his death, and that he’d also been doing lots of drugs.


You see now how Kanye could relate?


“To make this clear and not weird,” he continued after his McQueen tweets, “I’ve had these kinds of thoughts and I’m going to tell you things I’ve done to stay in a content place.”


He followed up with “How to NOT kill yourself pt 1,” which is “Avoid being around people who make you want to kill yourself.”


We’re not sure if that’s all there is to it for him or if he just got distracted, but he hasn’t elaborated any further on the topic.


He didn’t reveal when he dealt with suicidal thoughts, but it’s easy to imagine that could have been part of the issues he faced in 2016 that led to his hospitalization.



We’ve heard a lot about that time in Kanye’s life, but the general consensus is that he suffered a complete mental breakdown.


Several factors could have contributed to the breakdown, like Kim Kardashian being robbed at gunpoint in Paris just a month before.


At the time, sources claimed that he was used to Kim being the strong, supportive one, so when she needed him to be strong for her, it was too much for him.


The anniversary of his mother’s death was also right around this time, so that had to have been an added bit of sadness.


Kanye was on tour then, and he left a couple of concerts early and sometimes spent more time ranting about Jay Z than rapping, and he ended up canceling the tour altogether.


Immediately after that, he assaulted an employee at a gym, an ambulance was called for a “psychiatric emergency,” and that was that.


It’s been nearly two years since then, and though he’s definitely had his ups and downs, he’s never been that down since.



Hopefully his tips for avoiding those kinds of dark thoughts have been working, and hopefully he’ll share more of them soon — perhaps even a book!


After all, with tips like “avoid being around people who make you want to kill yourself,” who knows what other gems he has in that head of his!


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Thursday, May 31, 2018

Cris Cyborg Praises Anger Management Class, "I Have to Control Myself"

UFC superstar Cris Cyborg says she learned A LOT in her court-ordered anger management class … and wants to use the knowledge to “be an example for other people.” As we previously reported, Cyborg was ordered to complete an “impulse control…


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Tuesday, April 10, 2018

Justin Bieber: I"m Making Myself PERFECT for Selena Gomez!

Selena Gomez seems to be just fine with the current breakup situation.


But it sounds like Justin Bieber still holding out hope … because he believes that their relationship is God’s plan.


In the mean time, a report gives the scoop on how he’s coping with their split.



As it turns out, there’s more to how Justin is dealing with Selena’s absence than just sleepovers with Baskin Champion.


HollywoodLife reports that the Justin Bieber is taking this time to better himself, perhaps to make himself a worthier partner.


“Justin has been working on himself during his time away from Selena.”


And clearly, there’s more to this self-improvement plan than showing off his excessive body tattoos.


“He has been going to bed early, waking up early, exercising daily, hiking, spending time with family, and writing a ton of new music.”


Wow! How many of us can say that? How many of us can say all of that?



Basically, it sounds like he’s trying to not totally screw things up with Selena this time around. Well, not more than things are already screwed up.


“His goal has been to stay out of trouble and be patient while Selena figures things out.”


That sounds smart. Maybe he really is growing up and maturing..


“It’s hard, ‘cause he really loves her a lot.”


Well, Selena is talented, beautiful, and well-spoken. There are plenty of reasons to love her.


“But as long as he is staying busy and productive, he is really happy.”


It almost sounds like all of this work that he’s reportedly doing to improve himself is also functioning as a distraction from the loneliness of once again living a Selena-less life.


Hmmm.



Overall, though, the report says that Justin believes that things will work out for him and Selena. That it’s inevitable and their destiny.


“He has his faith.”


Remember, Justin Bieber canceled his tour last year because he believed that God wanted him to. He’s super serious when it comes to his religious beliefs.


“And Justin believes strongly that love conquers all.”


Selena’s the one who grew to fame as a Disney star, but it sounds like the Biebs sees life as a Disney movie. In which he is the prince.


But as confident as Justin reportedly is that Selena will take him back, this source says that he’s prepared to accept it if God decides on a different course for his life.


“And, with or without Selena, everything will work out the way it is supposed to.”


That sounds healthy.



But … is Selena actually going to go back to Justin?


Honestly, most people didn’t expect her to take him back in 2017. But that happened … much to her mother’s chagrin.


Sure, Selena and The Weeknd had split. And yes, Selena had survived a life-threatening ordeal thanks to a kidney transplant.


Sometimes, when people have near-death experiences, they start rethinking their choices. But was that behind Selena’s decision to date Bieber again?


Or, as some believe, was it that she wanted to give him a chance, now that he was sober and seemed to be in a better place than he had been during their relationship.



But given that Selena and Justin broke up again, reportedly after a huge fight, it sounds like the Biebs hadn’t changed as much as Selena had hoped.


Which means that Justin might need to accept that his life is going to go in a different direction.


In the mean time … this report says that he’s writing new music.


Does this mean that he believes that God has decided that it’s okay for him to one day go back on tour?


Only time will tell.



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Tuesday, March 20, 2018

Demi Lovato: I Wanted to Kill Myself at Age 7

Demi Lovato is as open as any celebrity out there.


Which is pretty incredible, really, when you think about all this singer has gone through in her relatively short life.



As Lovato has relayed in several interviews over the years, she has been diagnosed with bipolar disorder… she’s been addicted to hard drugs… and she has an eating disorder.


But there’s even more the artist has not yet revealed, according to Lovato herself, who sat down this week and talked to Dr. Phil about the true extent of her depression and anxiety.


“The very first time I was suicidal was when I was seven. I had this fascination with death,” the singer told the famous psychologist in a Q&A set to air on Tuesday afternoon.


This is the first time we can recall Demi speaking so candidly about wanting to take her own life.


And at the young age of seven?!? Wow.



“I have experienced things that I have not talked about, and I don’t know if I ever will talk about,” Lovato added.


“But at seven, I knew that if I were to take my own life, that the pain would end.”


That’s simply stunning and very sad, isn’t it?


Or very inspiring, one could also say, considering Lovato just recently celebrated six years of sobriety and has worked so very hard to overcome these issues.


Lovato told Dr.Phil that the thought of suicide “came back when I was bullied” later in life, and also during multiple other periods when she was dealing with emotional turmoil and trauma.


Despite (or maybe due to?) being in the spotlight for so long, Lovato has not had it easy.


“It came back several times – when I was struggling with depression, my bipolar disorder,” she explains.


“And there was a while there when my mom was afraid to wake me up in the mornings because she didn’t know if she opened the door if I would be alive or not. Because every time I cut, it got deeper and deeper.”



Indeed, Lovato has talked in the past about how she was a cutter.


She mutilated her own body out of anger and low self-esteem.


The singer is currently on tour, however, and seems to be doing very well. Heck, she is doing very well.


But she knows she will never be cured of all that ails her, specifically when it comes to one particular disease.


“I think the everlasting addiction in my life has been food. My eating disorder started when I was very young. That’s something that I deal with on a daily basis.


“It’s kind of the last thing to go.”


Again, this is a topic Lovato has often delved into at length.



“I feel like I’ve conquered my addiction and alcoholism, where I don’t even think about it anymore,” she says, adding:


“But my struggles with my food issues are something that I still deal with. But I’m growing, and I’m in a really good place today.”


We’re so very glad to hear it.


Demi also touches on her father in this interview, how he passed away when she was 20 years old and how she wrote a special song for him.


She’s singing it on tour these days as a way to push through the pain and to pay him tribute.


“This is the first tour that I’ve performed it on. I’ve only sang it live three times,” she concludes.


“I get through it OK. But I realize that I can’t just shut out this performance. I can’t just not play a song. The healing is through performing it.”


We continue to wish Demi Lovato all the best.



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Sunday, February 4, 2018

NASCAR"s Kyle Busch: "Tried Like Hell," But I Can"t Piss Myself in the Car!

Kyle Busch says other drivers “piss themselves” all the time during races … but despite his best efforts, he can’t join NASCAR’s #1 club. We got Kyle and his smokin’ hot wife, Samantha, out at Craig’s … and the conversation quickly turned to…


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Tuesday, December 26, 2017

Blac Chyna: I Only Beat Up Rob Kardashian to Defend Myself!

Even though they never actually got married or owned much property together, Rob Kardashian and Blac Chyna’s breakup has been anything but easy.


There’s the custody dispute, plus lawsuits on both sides. Among other things, Rob Kardashian — with Kylie’s help — is suing Blac Chyna for her alleged violence against Rob.


Well, Blac Chyna claims that she was only violent in self-defense, and wants the suit thrown out.



Blac Chyna and Rob Kardashian both accuse each other of drug-fueled violence. Lovely.


You know, if we believed classist stereotypes, we’d say that these antics sound like they’d be happening in a trailer park and not between millionaires in a southern California mansion.


But domestic violence, accusations, and drugs don’t know any socio economic boundaries, folks.


Rich people are just better at keeping it quiet.


Usually.



So, Blac Chyna is demanding $ 10 million from Rob Kardashian.


Or, more accurately, from his family. Because we all know that Rob, though he’s a Kardashian, doesn’t exactly have the net worth of even the “poorest” of his sisters.


In fact, Rob may be too broke to pay Blac Chyna.


That gives the rest of the Kardashians some extra incentive to help out their brother.



So, Rob Kardashian accused Chyna of choking him with a phone charger cord and of beating him.


According to court documents obtained by The Blast, the alleged fight happened at Kylie Jenner’s house (a house, which Rob was renting) … and resulted in about $ 100,000 worth of damages.


We’re talking about destroyed phone, a destroyed television, and damage to doors and walls … all allegedly caused by Blac Chyna.


Now, just because Blac Chyna is 5-foot-2 doesn’t negate the possibility that she could commit domestic violence and property damage.


The question is: did she do it?



According to court documents viewed by RadarOnline, Blac Chyna doesn’t seem to be denying that she was in some way violent with Rob.


(While not necessarily admitting to everything that Rob and Kylie accuse her of doing)


Instead, she’s taking an affirmative defense — claiming that she only took action in order to defend herself.


(And, according to the legal language of the suit, she may or may not have been taking action to defend someone else)


Chyna is trying to dismiss the suit against her over this December 16th, 2016 incident. 



Some might be eager to sit back and find entertainment in this situation.


Neither Rob nor Chyna project a very likable image — especially in this context. Many believe that Chyna got pregnant on purpose to create a financial tie to a wealthy family.


Many believe that Rob is gross, and his revenge porn attack against Chyna over the summer pretty much confirms that.


So, if you can’t stand either of them, it’s easy to just look the other way and hope that they both ruin each other’s lives.


Maybe you believe that it’s what they deserve.



Even if you don’t feel sorry for Kylie for having been caught in the middle of whatever happened between this former couple (because honestly, what’s $ 100,000 to Kylie? Proportionately to her wealth, that’s a drop in the bucket), you should worry about this situation.


Because, whether it was an accident or the result of a soap opera-style scheme, Blac Chyna and Rob had Dream together.


That baby daughter is a true innocent, and can’t help but be caught in the middle as her parents go to war in the courtroom.



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Tuesday, December 12, 2017

Stassi Schroeder: I Starve Myself to Stay Thin!

There’s certainly been no shortage of drama thus far on Vanderpump Rules Season 6.


In fact, the conflicts and controversies are so plentiful that they’re spilling off the screen and overflowing into our tabloids and Twitter timelines.



Just this morning, we learned that Faith Stowers faked being pregnant with Jax Taylor’s baby in order to land a spot on the show.


Now, the afternoon is keeping pace with some old-fashioned, skinny-shamming, joke-missing outrage centering around an interview Stassi Schroeder gave to Daily Mail Australia.


Yes, Stassi is currently Down Under, delivering her caustic wit to the land of Vegemite and giant spiders that will eat your face while you sleep.


Asked how she maintains her trim figure despite a schedule that seems pretty well packed with work and social obligations, Stassi had this to say:


“I’m really lazy,” Stassi told the outlet.



“I stay thin by trying to starve myself for the most part, if I’m being honest,” she explained to the outlet. “When I’m home in Los Angeles, it’s like one meal a day.”


Stassi added, “But when I go out of town or on work trips, it’s breakfast, lunch and dinner.”


Now, this is an object lesson in the danger of print interviews.


If Stassi had tearfully confessed that she starves herself, the Mail would’ve said so.


As it is, they didn’t describe her inflection at all so we think it’s safe to say that Stassi wasn’t actually opening up to a group of Aussie strangers about her eating disorder, but was instead simply joking.



Sure enough, Stassi recently cleared things up on social media, tweeting:


“Mmm. There was an element of sarcasm while I was doing that interview,” along with several food emojis.


Sadly, emojis for ranch dressing and fried goat cheese balls don’t exist yet. 


Of course, her diet is far from the most dramatic element of Stassi’s life these days.


On last night’s episode of Vanderpump, viewers finally got to meet her longtime on-again, off-again boyfriend, Patrick Meagher.



Because people on the internet are easily confused the appearance sparked rumors that Stassi and Patrick are back together.


As far as we know, that’s not true, which is a good thing, as dude is a chronic mansplainer and he looks like Riff Raff.


Get you a man that looks like Khal Drogo and knows how to mix up a top-notch strawberry margarita, girl.


Watch Vanderpump Rules online to get caught up on what’s already been one hell of a drama-packed season.



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Tuesday, November 7, 2017

Chad Johnson Says NFL Comeback Talk Was a Joke: "I"d Embarrass Myself"

Chad Johnson is sticking a fork in his NFL comeback … telling TMZ Sports IT AIN’T HAPPENIN’ … ‘cause he says his body’s “too f**ked up” to play anymore. The 39-year-old tweeted the N.Y. Giants for a tryout earlier this season after Odell…


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Friday, September 22, 2017

"Love & Hip Hop Hollywood" Star: I"ll Turn Myself in for Brawl

“Love & Hip Hop Hollywood” star Rodney Lazell Shaw says he’s willing to surrender to cops for his role in a brawl with a fellow co-star, but he makes it clear — he’s the real victim. We got Rodney (aka Zellswag) at LAX Thursday afternoon…


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Tuesday, September 5, 2017

ESPN"s Ryen Russillo On Drunk Arrest: "I Embarrassed Myself"

Ryen Rusillo says he deserved the week long suspension he got from ESPN following his drunk arrest in Wyoming — admitting he embarrassed himself and the network. The ESPN host returned to his TV/Radio show on ESPNews on Tuesday and started by…


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Monday, August 21, 2017

Antonio Brown"s Trainer Quits: "I Had To Remove Myself From the BS"

Antonio Brown’s longtime personal trainer has completely cut ties with the Steelers superstar … saying working with A.B. is “bad business.” A.B. and Florida-based fitness expert Bo Smith were inseparable for years … and the duo had…


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Monday, August 7, 2017

Dean Unglert: I Make an Ass of Myself on Bachelor in Paradise!

It takes a special kind of quality for a person to be adored as a blue-eyed innocent who must be protected and someone who’s admired for throwing shade.


If you want to get you a man who can do both, however, look no further than Dean Unglert.


He may have lost his season of The Bachelorette, but Dean Unglert is on this season of Bachelor in Paradise. And he’s even shared a photo:



There he is!


If the photo looks a little odd to you, Dean totally addresses that … sort of … in his caption:


“Even though it looks like I was photoshopped into this picture, I promise I was in Paradise this summer. And I promise I make a complete ass out of myself. Yay! #almostparadise”


Well, as you might recall, it was actually spoiled a while ago that Dean Unglert was spotted in Paradise, thanks to a certain sex scandal that got the show’s production shut down.


But it’s still super exciting, because he’s a real favorite from this season of The Bachelorette.


He wasn’t everyone’s pick to win, by any means, but he has some very endearing qualities that made him a popular guy.


(So popular, in fact, that Men Tell All made it pretty clear that Dean Unglert’s a favorite to star on The Bachelor)


But there are a couple of things in Dean’s captions that we need to discuss.



First, he says that he promises that he makes a real ass out of himself.


That’s not impossible to picture.


Part of what makes Dean so very lovable for countless fans is that, well, he goofs up sometimes.


(He’s young and that kind of goes with the territory, right?)


His dad’s an eccentric guy and just the right amount of that has clearly rubbed off on Dean, even though he and his dad still have some issues to work through.


Dean might have joined bestie Peter Kraus in shading Bryan Abasolo, but Dean is not a hateful person by any stretch of the imagination.


It’s hard to picture him making an ass of himself, though he might embarrass himself once or twice, sure.


Remember, this dude is so lovable that he formed a lasting friendship with one of his biggest competitors and a fellow member of The Bachelorette‘s final four.



But what’s maybe the most interesting is that little hashtag at the end of Dean’s caption.


Maybe he just means that it’s almost time for Bachelor in Paradise.


But maybe he means that not everything was perfect.


Which would indicate that he probably doesn’t meet the love of his life on this season of Bachelor in Paradise.


Which would mean that he will be very free to be the next Bachelor.



The Bachelorette, of course, ends tonight.


If you’ve been following The Bachelorette Spoilers, then you know the results already.


It will be interesting to see how events play out and how these things go down.


We know that this final breakup is going to be hell.


With that in mind, we’re actually pretty glad that Dean didn’t make it this far.


And we’re excited to see where he goes!



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Thursday, July 20, 2017

Linkin Park Releases "Talking To Myself" Music Video Morning of Chester Bennington"s Suicide

Linkin Park released a new music video on the same day frontman Chester Bennington committed suicide. The American rock band released its “Talking To Myself” video at 9:01 AM … minutes after Chester’s body was discovered Thursday at a private…


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Wednesday, March 22, 2017

Selena Gomez: I"m Still Figuring Myself Out!

Don"t you just love Selena Gomez?


If so, it"s such a pure, gratifying love, isn"t it? And if not … what"s wrong with you? Who hurt you?


She"s just so adorable, and she seems so sweet and genuine. It"s really refreshing to see amidst all of the self-centered, out of touch starlets we usually hear about.


She was completely open with her fans last year about the depression and anxiety she"d been dealing with, and after returning from rehab, she"s been open about that, too.


And so it just makes sense that in this new video she did with Vogue, she"s completely open in answering every single one of these 73 questions.



Selena answers a variety of questions, including things she doesn"t like — she says that a pet peeve of hers is "people who are rude," and the thing that makes her angriest are "people who are entitled."


She also expresses her love for her fans, explaining that "I get to do what I love every single day and it"s because of you. Thank you."


She said that if her life were a song, the title would be "I"m Still Figuring It All Out" — more of that characteristic realness from this girl.


Obviously we can"t recount every single answer she gave — there literally are 73 of them, but rest assured that every last one of them is completely and totally wonderful.


See Selena be her fantastic self in the interview below:


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Thursday, December 29, 2016

Boxer Ricky Hatton Reveals "I Tried to Kill Myself Several Times"

Shocking statements from boxing great Ricky Hatton … who revealed that he was suicidal after his fighting career came to an end … saying, “I tried to kill myself several times.” Hatton was 45-1 as a pro — and fought the likes of Floyd…


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Tuesday, December 6, 2016

Emily Ratajkowski: I Get Naked to Feel Myself!

Emily Ratajkowski’s latest interview with Oyster — LOL! — magazine is nothing short of brilliance. 


The seemingly-always topless Blurred Lines video model revealed that she likes being sexy — for her own enjoyment. 



“I don’t think my career would have happened if it wasn’t for the way I look,” she admitted.


Ratajkowski continued, “I don’t think I’m being complicit.”


“Women in the last five to ten years are able to say, ‘I want to feel this way — it’s not for someone else.”


“I don’t know if in [Gloria Steinem’s] revolution in the ’60s that was really true,” she explained.


“I don’t know if there were a lot of women being sexy for their own enjoyment; that’s much more common now.” 


She also admitted that we live in a world where things are politically correct — and maybe too PC simply for the sake of being non-offensive. 



“Right now,” she explained, “we’re in this interesting phase where people are directing a lot of attention to being politically correct, being really careful about the words we use, but we’re avoiding the deep-rooted issues that revolve around those terms.”


“You know, sexism and racism exist even though you can’t say the n-word, or people don’t like to be called a bitch.”


She also addressed what she calls the United States’ “systematic racism,” which she describes as having “all those polite things but you still have a disproportionate portion of, [for example], really poor black people.”


“So how do we fix that?” she asked.


“Because that’s really ugly, ugly racism.”


But is it Donald Trump racism, though?


As for feminism, the outspoken advocate for women states that things with gender equality have been temporarily fixed on a topical level, but there’s still a major issue underneath the skin. 


Being a “sexually confident” woman, Emily admitted, also has its challenges. 



“It took me a long time to not take personally the way people write me off; it took me a long time to realize that [it was] ideas our culture has drilled into people about what it means to be an attractive woman and a woman who plays into what sexy is,” she explained.


“I always had an anger — I don’t know if anger is too harsh of a word, but a resistance to ever letting anyone write me off,” she revealed in the interview


“But it wasn’t until I was little older that I realized, ‘Holy s–t, this is sexism.’ “


As for why she incessantly shares scantily-clad photos of herself, Ratajkowski chalks it up to, again, being sexually confident. 


To Emily, it doesn’t seem there’s any boundaries when it comes to TMI … not that we’re complaining. 



She concluded, “My private life is my private life,” when asked by the interviewer where the Instagram Emily ended and the Real Emily began.


“To me it’s almost more of a visual thing — I go back and delete photos if I don’t like the way the layout of my Instagram looks.”


“But I also let people way more into my ideas and beliefs, and in that sense I’m way less separate from my public persona because I’m very outspoken about things,” she revealed.  


To be honest, whatever you’re doing, girl, we’re digging it. 



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Monday, December 5, 2016

Matt Barnes -- I Didn"t Choke Anyone ... I Was Attacked & Defended Myself

Matt Barnes is adamant he did NOT start the brawl in an NYC club Monday morning — insisting all he did was DEFEND HIMSELF after he was attacked by a violent group in the VIP section.


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Wednesday, August 31, 2016

Britney Spears on Anxiety: I"m Far More Accepting of Myself

Britney Spears has had some some very public rough patches. 


After having a meltdown in 2007, it appeared that the Princess of pop would never return to the limelight.


Everyone was super worried about her, but she’s continuing to prove that she’s great at comebacks. 



After “Britney Jean” failed to get much traction with critics or in the sales department, Spears focused on her residency in Las Vegas. 


However, she recently returned with a brand new album that just so happens to be her best one in years.


If you haven’t listened to it, you should. It’s vintage Britney Spears. 


Britney took to the MTV VMAs stage on August 28. There was a lot riding on the performance due to an unpopular performance in 2007 that had her stumbling through a dance routine. 


Thankfully, her latest performance went down a storm with fans. The downside was that she was overshadowed by Beyonce. 



Britney also chose to mime her way through the performance, but her dancing was an energetic affair that got mostly everyone talking for all the right reasons. 


What more could Spears want?


We do know that she didn’t want a smooch of G-Eazy. As much as she denies it, her performing partner definitely leaned in for a kiss with her. 


If you missed it, here it is:



Since the dust settled on her performance, Britney has been doing the rounds with interviews to promote “Glory.”


It serves as her ninth studio album. 


In an interview with Marie Claire, Britney revealed some of the finer details about her crippling anxiety


“I moved to Los Angeles when I was very young. I was so under scrutiny,” Spears recalled.



“If a hair was out of place, I’d be so anxious. I would get very anxious about so many things.”


Spears went on to speak about how being a mother helped her overcome her anxiety. 


“Becoming a mother and being with my boys has made me so much more accepting of myself. I’m their mom, whatever,” the mother of two explained.


“That has been a really big thing for me over these last few years.”


What do you think about all of this?


Hit the comments. 


Friday, August 5, 2016

Caitlyn Jenner: I Nearly Killed Myself...

Caitlyn Jenner opened up about the most personal of topics as a guest on HBO’s Any Given Wednesday this week.





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As previously detailed, the transgender star spoke to host Bill Simmons about why she’s a Republican, which is something very personal to Jenner.


But it’s not what we’re talking about here.


Instead, we’re talking about the time Caitlyn Jenner considered killing herself.


Remember back when Jenner had operation on her Adam’s apple?


That marked the first time rumors of a sex change really ran rampant on the Internet.


In her interview with Simmons, Caitlyn says that was a body part that she “always hated,” and that a paparazzi photograph of Jenner as she was exiting the doctor’s office nearly prompted her to end her life.


“I could not sleep that night. I’m up at 3 a.m. walking up and down my hallway, thinking, ‘Damn, all this s–t is going to come out tomorrow and it’s going to be horrible,” she said.


“And I said, ‘You know what? Easy way. Go in the other room. You got a gun. Let’s just end it right here."”



What, exactly, was going through her mind at the time?


“No more pain, no more nothing. I don’t have to deal with the tabloids any longer. I don’t have to deal with any of this. And that was probably the lowest I’ve ever gotten.”


So, what changed since then?


Why is she doing so well these days?


The very next morning, Jenner went for a walk. By herself. All alone, except for her thoughts. And they went something like this:


“Wasn’t that, like, the stupidest thing you’ve ever done?. I thought, ‘What a terrible way to end your life’s story!’ I don’t want my story to end that way, on a negative note.”


This marked a turning point for her, Caitlyn says.


Ever since coming out as transgender in April of 2015, Jenner says the past year and a half have been the “best” months of her life.


“I have never been happier, more at ease with myself,” she told Simmons. “I got my mojo back.”


In the video above, Caitlyn explains how a trip to Las Vegas is far less stressful now than it used to be; all because of… a suitcase?


Watch to see what she means.


Elsewhere in the chat, Jenner is asked about her fame in 1976, immediately after she won the Gold Medal; about nearly being chosen for the role of Superman; and about Kanye West and Kim Kardashian.


What makes her love Kanye to such an extent? What makes her hate North Carolina so much?


Click PLAY to find out:



Editor’s Note: We are so very happy for Caitlyn Jenner and so very pleased that she has found peace.

Tuesday, February 16, 2016

Ronda Rousey: I Nearly Killed Myself Last Year

Back in December, Ronda Rousey opened up about losing to Holly Holm for her first-ever defeat in the UFC.


But now Rousey has opened WAY up to Ellen DeGeneres.


The fighter, who covers this month"s Sports Illustrated Swimsuit edition, tells the talk show host below that she reached the lowest point one can reach in the moments after her November loss.


Rousey says she thought about killing herself.


"Honestly… I was in the medical room and I was down in the corner," Rousey tells Ellen in the following clip.


"I was sitting in the corner like, What am I anymore if I’m not this? And I was literally sitting there and thinking about killing myself and that exact second."


Rousey had made her reputation as the most unstoppable force in the entire UFC… and she had just been stopped a few minutes earlier.


"I’m like "I’m nothing … what do I do anymore and no one gives a sh*t about me anymore without this," Rousey added to explain how she felt at that moment.


So, what pulled Rousey out of this very dark place?


"To be honest I looked up and I saw my man [UFC fighter Travis Browne] was standing up there and I looked up at him and I was like, "I need to have his babies I need to stay alive." Really that was it."


Hey, whatever it takes.


We"re glad Rousey put this terrible thought way out of her head… and we can"t wait to meet her children!


Ronda rousey considered suicide after losing to holly holm